Me Scurvy
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Right Now, Life is Pretty Fucking Shitty I am full of despair. The light at the end of the tunnel has been turned off due to budget cuts. I am never going to be able to drag myself out of this hole that I am in financially, emotionally, etc. I wish I had enough debt to file for bankruptcy, but I don't. I just have enough bills to make living impossible. I am sitting here, hoping that I will have three massages today instead of the one that is already booked just so that I will have enough money to do the traveling I need to do this week and to make sure that nothing bounces while I am gone. Which it probably will, who am I kidding. I am leaving Justin with barely enough money to survive for two weeks. I don't know how this happened. Or how it keeps perpetuating itself. It may seem that I am obsessed with money- those of you who have been in my shoes are probably aware of why I am like this. And we are not living extravagantly, if that is what anyone is wondering. We don't have cable. I haven't bought new clothes (except for scrubs for work) in at least a year. We are eating like we are in college (aka shit food) so my weight loss plan is not happening like I would like it to. We barely have gas to make it to work and back in a day. And then there are those who keep asking "When are you guys going to get a house?" Get fucking real. That is never going to happen, at least not in this decade. Children? Unless they were going to go dumpster-diving for their food, I don't think they are a viable option in the future either. I just want to curl up and die. I am depressed, I am way overweight, I have no money, I am in Mississippi. I hate my life right now. I would rather do anything than keep doing this. said the Dread Pirate Ro at 8:36 AM on October 20, 2004 Aarrgh! 2 scurvy dogs said "Ahoy, matey!"
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