Me Scurvy
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I'm Baaack! I am back. I don't feel like I am back, but I am. The week at DG was so amazing and...life changing. At first, I was really wary of being there for so long. The work was hard- physically, mentally, and spiritually. I felt very alone during the beginning part of the rhythm intensive- I think it came from sleeping alone for the first time at DG. I am so used to being in community there. And I am beginning to feel the weight of my decisions about my life, a weight that speaks to my fears about doing what is right for me, living the life that I am meant to live, and how that will not be easy, or simple. I fear that my decisions and needs will leave me lonely if not alone- and yet the glimmer of hope is there. Where there is fear, there is power, right? Well, the earthquakes in my gut are subsiding a bit, and I can see the path materializing. By the end of the week, I was very vulnerable about leaving and coming back to this world, which seems less tangible than the one I was in for a week which seemed like forever. The Feast of Persephone weekend was amazing. My growing edges were tested in new ways- I am finding a lot to work on in my public self so that I can be more effective for others in their experience- things that I had an awareness of peripherally, but now I have some concrete things to do to work on this area of my priestessing. There is so much more to write, but I think I need to hold off and process more. said the Dread Pirate Ro at 9:23 AM on September 20, 2004 Aarrgh! 2 scurvy dogs said "Ahoy, matey!"
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